“My dear
princess, Katerina Semyonovna!” Prince Vassily began impatiently, “I have come
to you not to provoke you, but to talk to you as a kinswoman, a good,
kind-hearted, true kinswoman, of your own interests. I tell you for the tenth
time that if the letter to the Emperor and the will in Pierre ’s favour are among the count’s papers,
you, my dear girl, and your sisters are not heiresses. If you don’t believe me,
believe people who know; I have just been talking to Dmitry Onufritch” (this
was the family solicitor); “he said the same.”
There was obviously some sudden change in
the princess’s ideas; her thin lips turned white (her eyes did not change), and
when she began to speak, her voice passed through transitions, which she
clearly did not herself anticipate.
“That would be
a pretty thing,” she said. “I wanted nothing, and I want nothing.” She flung
her dog off her lap and smoothed out the folds of her skirt.
“That’s the
gratitude, that’s the recognition people get who have sacrificed everything for
him,” she said. “Very nice! Excellent! I don’t want anything, prince.”
“Yes, but you
are not alone, you have sisters,” answered Prince Vassily. But the princess did
not heed him.
“Yes, I knew
it long ago, but I’d forgotten that I could expect nothing in this house but
baseness, deceit, envy, scheming, nothing but ingratitude, the blackest
ingratitude …”
“Do you or do
you not know where that will is?” asked Prince Vassily, the twitching of his
cheeks more marked than ever.
“Yes, I have
been foolish; I still kept faith in people, and cared for them and sacrificed
myself. But no one succeeds except those who are base and vile. I know whose
plotting this is.”
The princess would have risen, but the
prince held her by the arm. The princess had the air of a person who has
suddenly lost faith in the whole human race. She looked viciously at her
companion.
“There is
still time, my dear. Remember, Katish, that all this was done heedlessly, in a
moment of anger, of illness, and then forgotten. Our duty, my dear girl, is to
correct his mistake, to soften his last moments by not letting him commit this
injustice, not letting him die with the thought that he has made miserable
those …”
“Those who
have sacrificed everything for him,” the princess caught him up; and she made
an impulsive effort again to stand up, but the prince would not let her, “a
sacrifice he has never known how to appreciate. No, mon cousin,” she added,
with a sigh, “I will remember that one can expect no reward in this world, that
in this world there is no honour, no justice. Cunning and wickedness is what
one wants in this world.”
“Come, voyons,
calm yourself; I know your noble heart.”
“No, I have a
wicked heart.”
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