`No. That was another thing. It stood
before my disturbed sense of sight, but it never moved. The phantom that my
mind pursued, was another and more real child. Of her outward appearance I know
no more than that she was like her mother. The other had that likeness too--as
you have--but was not the same. Can you follow me, Lucie? Hardly, I think I
`doubt you must have beer, a solitary prisoner to understand these prisoner
perplexed distinctions.
His collected and calm manner could not
prevent her blood from running cold, as he thus tried to anatomise his old
condition.
`In that more peaceful state, I have
imagined her, in the moonlight, coming to me and taking me out to show me that
the home of her married life was lull of her loving remembrance of her lost
father. My picture was in her room, and I was in her prayers. Her life was
active, cheerful, useful; hut my poor history pervaded it all.'
`I was that child,my father. I was not half
so good, but in my love that was I.'
`And she showed me her children,' said the
Doctor of Beauvais, `and they had heard of me, and had been taught to pity me.
When they passed a prison of the State, they kept far from its frowning walls,
and looked up at its bars, and spoke in whispers. She could never deliver me; I
imagined that she always brought me back after showing me such things. But
then, blessed with the relief of tears, I fell upon my knees, and blessed her.'
`I am that child, I hope, my father. O my
dear, my dear, will you bless me as fervently to-morrow?'
`Lucie, I recall these old troubles in the
reason that I have to-night for loving you better than words can tell, and
thanking God for my great happiness. My thoughts, when they were wildest, never
rose near the happiness that I have known with you, and that we have before us.
He embraced her, solemnly commended her to
Heaven, and humbly thanked Heaven for having bestowed her on him. By-and-by,
they went into the house.
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